best friend >< lover

just stop by here in new internet cafe at pangkalan jati (cilobak, sebelahan ama video ezy)...awalnya sih g minjem video ke ezy...dan dapet garfield, padahal yang g incer resident evil: apocalypse...tapi dah keduluan ama orang di depan g...tak apalah, yang penting bisa nonton video...lumayan buat variasi dalam hidup, ya gak sih?

beberapa hari dalam minggu ini mungkin bisa dikatakan sebagai minggu yang berat....well, here we go....
i never really love a woman until i shocked when one of my friend told me that my best friend will be proposed sood enough (soon enough to make me lose someone i love). if i were her (best) friend too, i would'nt hav to get angry or dissapointed 'bout that. my (best) friend will be proposed soon, isn't that good news? not for me..... she's the one whom i chassed since junior high school (it's been like a half of my life)....

my friends always told me to get closer to her....treat her....and make her that she was 'the one'..... i denied it....i just keep thinking that she was my best friend (how i can love my best friend).... until the news striking to my heart. later, i talked and asked her 'bout the real news...i think, we never really talked and chatted nicely like that before (where u've been rano?)....

i asked the truth of news, she said that it was true but not the date....oh well, ok. then, i told her that i was jealous. she said that she always treat me above her other boy friend, paling sayang ke g.

(kelamaan ceritanya, g gak sabar)

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kehabisan kata2 nih.......

ya udah, pokoknya hari ini dia sms ke g yang mengatakan bahwa dia milik orang lain, dan dia merasa orang tersebut adalah yang terbaik untuknya....well, im happy for her (even it's break my heart), but life goes on right? kalo jodoh gak kemana kok....
is it the end of all the story? i haven't told her yet that i 'save the best for last'....i just started to plan on spending time with her....
cantik, u know my phone number... contack me if u need me....